
I have had a strong heart, powerful mind, and I will rule my world with an iron fist and a warm heart. I rule in old school ways that society mistreats because the majority has forgotten how it is to be chivalrous, and what a handshake means. That when you say youre going to be somewhere you;re NOT 20 mins late kause you want to be. I would buy a few materialistic things, of course, my own 2 cars, 2 for my husband, and 1 classic for each of my kids, a large house that i would work out ofYES I WOULD STILL WORK. A horse farm, successful show horses as well as stallions. Give my mother her own to run and profit from, ride till her hearts content. My dad would retire securely. I would make reality every lil "If I had the money I would..." that ever came out of my mouth in my almost 30 years. All the money my parents ever gave me I would triple and give back to them. Jennifer has been my saving grace for the longest time, for longer than I can remember and in more ways than my diminishing memory will allow me to remember, but i would make her first 20 dreams a reality. Every company I have ever worked for I would own, every individual who has abused their power and caused my job length to be as short as a breath, would work for me in the disposal maintenence department beneath their worst enemy. I would have no worries when it comes to having ANY of my future/present kids go to college, as far as they like. Anyone who JUSTLY helped in the securing of my life, would have their first 5 wishes granted. My USAF friend Dawn would have no financial worries for her family. And on a vindictive note, My son's dad would go through everything he's ever put anyone who's ever cared an inch for him, without assistance, and then spend the rest of his days in a maximum security rehabilitation facility.
Nobody will be able to hold me down by my past mistakes, try to tarnish my achieved reputation. Inconcievable will denying my always existant worth in the sharktank business world. Those things I used to shy away from cause i thought they were out of my reach would be in mass duplicate. The king who has stood strong for years in the shadows, would know even beyond my ability to show how precious he is, how much what he has done, will do, wants to do for my kingdom, my soul, means to me. His own worth would be undeniable to the world, as misjudged as he has been, those would be days in the past. I am a powerful woman representing the single mothers who have achieved alot, survived things a horror story couldnt touch, surpassed every existant expectation and demolished racial, social, moral prejudices. My crown exists and with every day I will become closer to making the shine of it as bright as the sun. People will look upon the lifeline of my son and see a beautiful powerful queen who rules justly and raised a gracious articulate man, raised in the old school, and who is unshakable in the present days.

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